Updated Jan 11th, 2022
Putting It Off…What Might Your Procrastination Be Telling You?
“When I keep putting something off, it may not be procrastination, but a decision I’ve already made and not yet admitted to myself.”
– Judith M. Knowlton
Yikes! Let me tell you, I did NOT like the feeling I got when I read that quote the other day.
But it certainly got me asking myself some uncomfortable questions about why I seem to be procrastinating on projects and goals that are, supposedly, important to me.Perhaps one way to tell if we are, indeed, procrastinating on a task or project is to ask ourselves the feeling we get when we think about it. Click To Tweet
“We know that we have things that need to be done, and the more we think about them, the more leaden we feel,” writes Anne Wilson Schaef in her book, Meditations for Women Who Do Too Much.
The word “leaden” denotes a feeling of heaviness – and there’s nothing quite like the dead weight of an unattained goal or unachieved dream to drag one’s soul down. So if I do feel leaden when I think of all the tasks I need to do in order to move, say, a writing project forward, the logical next question would be: if I did just one task, would that make me feel lighter?
Or would I feel lighter if I just delete the damn task from my to-do list – and get on with tackling the tasks I do need to accomplish before I die?
Or perhaps keeping the task right where it is, on the back burner – for now – feels like the wisest course of action?
However, if we do happen to care deeply about getting a task done, a project started or a goal or dream accomplished, then we may need to ask ourselves why, year after year, we don’t put it – or small steps towards it – anywhere near the top of our daily to-do list…or on the front burner, as it were?
Perhaps it’s because of all the other tasks that must get done to keep ourselves/ lives/homes/families/businesses/communities/planet functioning? There’s certainly no shortage of tasks that need to be completed – hence all the incredibly busy people out there, running around like chickens with their heads cut off doing every other task on their to-do list except the one thing their soul needs them to do.
The paradox, of course, is that in order to determine what that thing is, one must actually stop whirling for more than 30 seconds and just sit quietly and listen to the soft whisper of one’s soul. More on this in my blog, Sweet Solitude – Why Time Alone to Quiet the Soul is Important.
Or perhaps it’s the “all or nothing” syndrome whereby you figure there’s no point in writing 15 minutes a day on your novel when what you want is a year.
“Perfectionism and procrastination go hand in hand, and accomplish nothing,” writes Schaef. “We may use perfectionism to keep ourselves from getting anything done…if it has to be done perfectly, why even start?”
Why? Because the real purpose of pursuing a dream isn’t about achieving it. Rather, it’s the process of pursuing it where the magic lies. Yes, completion is important – absolutely. But the timing of that, in my experience, is often beyond our control. And as humbling as this is for me to admit, if I haven’t completed a specific screenplay, play script or book manuscript yet, that’s because I still have more to learn from the process of writing it.
And that means that all my other, equally important, writing projects will just have to simmer on the back burner a little bit longer.
I’m glad I came across the quote that made me squirm because it confirmed that I do, eventually, want to achieve all the things I have set out to achieve in this life.
But procrastination may, in fact, also be the wisdom that comes as a result of life experience.
Some goals, soul-important as they may be, may need to get set aside for awhile because other equally important goals need to get tackled first... Click To Tweet.
Possibly because what we need to learn from the process is necessary for the future!
Here’s a powerful anecdote to illustrate this: two days after my Mom passed away, I found myself in a framing shop with my niece Melanie, who is an incredible artist. She needed to drop off two of her paintings for framing – and I just happened to be in the car with her. Inside the frame shop, we got chatting with the owner, who is also an extremely talented painter. He showed us one of his paintings.
“Wow!” I said. “How long did that take you to do?”
“Three days,” he said. Then with a laugh, he added, “Well, plus the 50,000 hours I put in over the years to get my skill to that level.”
And there you have it. So I reckon as long as I do my part and show up each and every day to move one writing project forward in some way – that’s enough. The projects I have chosen to tackle are taking a lot longer than I anticipated and a heck of a lot more work than I could ever have imagined. But then again, anything worth achieving in this world is going to take time and effort, patience and persistence…and plenty of passion 🙂
How about you?Is there something really important to you that you have been procrastinating on? Why? Is it because you have already let it go, but just haven't admitted it to yourself? Or is simply not the right time...yet? Click To Tweet
Maryanne Pope is the author of “A Widow’s Awakening.” She also writes screenplays, playscripts and blogs. Maryanne is the CEO of Pink Gazelle Productions and Co-Founder of the John Petropoulos Memorial Fund. To receive her blog, “Weekly Words of Wisdom,” please subscribe here.
1 thought on “Putting It Off; What Is Procrastination Telling You?”
Thanks. I always like to get things done. But after reading that I guess I do procrastinate over some things in my life.
Here’s to achieving more of my goals.